HEAR FROM MICHELLE....PART 2

"OUR MARRIAGE STILL HAD MANY BIG PROBLEMS AND WE WERE STILL UNSTABLE IN FINANCES AND WE WERE PREGNANT AGAIN. I WAS SURE THIS BABY WAS A "SIGN" THAT GOD WAS BLESSING US......I LOST THE BABY AND MY FAITH WAS TRIED. THIS IS WHEN I REALLY GOT INTO THE BIBLE AND THINGS REALLY BEGAN TO CHANGE IN MY LIFE. I COULD HAVE FAITH GOD KNEW ME AND WOULD TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING. MY HUSBAND ENDED UP WITH A "STABLE" TRUCK DRIVING JOB AND WE WERE JUST GETTING BACK ON OUR FEET WHEN HE GOT IN AN ACCIDENT AND BECAUSE OF INSURANCE LOST HIS JOB! THIS WAS A HARD ONE BUT AGAIN WE WERE SAVED AND KNEW SOMEHOW WE WOULD GET THROUGH THIS....TOGETHER! BEFORE SALVATION OUR MARRIAGE WAS ROUGH AND MANY TIMES WE BOTH THOUGHT WE WOULD LEAVE BUT NOW WE KNEW GOD BROUGHT US TOGETHER TO RAISE OUR FAMILY AND THAT IS JUST WHAT WE HAD TO DO! LEAVING WAS NOT AN OPTION. I REMEMBER ONE HARD NIGHT WHEN I WAS PRAYING AND ASKING GOD WHEN WOULD ALL THIS END, ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH ALREADY.HIS RESPONSE TO THAT...ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD AND.....IT WAS NOT ALL MY HUSBANDS FAULT! I HAD A LOT OF WORK TO DO I WAS BLAMING MY HUSBAND FOR THINGS HE HAD NO CONTROL OVER AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IF I LOVED HIM ANYMORE. I HAD TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT AND I HAD TO START MAKING THE CHOICE TO LOVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT. SO I KEPT PRAYING AND ASKING GOD TO SHOW ME HOW. EVERY TIME SOMETHING HAPPENED I PRAYED AND LOVED HIM. IF GOD LOVED ME SO MUCH HE WOULD DIE FOR ME I COULD LOVE THIS MAN! I DON'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT ANY LONGER, I LOVE MY HUSBAND. AFTER SEVERAL SMALL JOBS HE WAS CLEARED TO DRIVE TRUCK AGAIN AND DECIDED TO GO AFTER HIS "DREAM" TRUCKING JOB AND GOT IT! NOW WITH OUR FINANCIAL TAKEN CARE OF...THINGS LOOKED GREAT.......THEN, "